The Truth

Fantastic Abe 💁‍♀️, full name is Abena, she was driving me crazy, the only beautiful girl I ever saw in Kaduna, she is actually from Ghana 🇬🇭 yet she makes my heart do a rabona 🤸‍♀️, it's been more than a year since we've met but it feels like yesterday, are you sure it's not "Iya Basira".
The way it is for me, even when I'm sad, I see her and it all goes away, she has my button, she is the girl of my dreams, Abena, "na only you I go love ❤". I prayed for this, I prayed for you, I told God, I want a woman, a real woman, that would understand me from inside out, you walked into my life and I have never looked back ever since, I would like us to end up together, am I moving too fast? I would want to spend my money on you, am I going crazy? Every plan I have for my life has you in it, I would go any length for you.
Abena, this is the last confession piece I will drop in recent time and I want you to read it and know it's about you, It's not a direct shot, it's not my usual piece, it's an inspirational one, you are my prayer answered, you are just from God. Sometimes the stress of life comes, sometimes I get frustrated, I do it from the place of love, I want the best for you and I sincerely want you to be the best. 
When you have you share, when I have you want to preserve, you go all out, You take me as I am, it's magic when I'm with you, you savour every moment and I do too. You showcase a gesture that shocks me, you do things no other girl has e'er done for me, you take me out and spend your money shopping for me, you get me things when you notice I have exhausted mine, I remember those times, that's why I will always stand by you and I will never get tired. This is not just words in it's superfluity, I mean it from the depth of my heart.
I can't wait for the day that distance won't be any barrier, I can't wait to have you by my arms, I can't wait for when we will be fully happy with no barriers, would it ever happen? Will life happen? I'm often curious, I'm often concerned 😟, could it be that we may not end up together? Could it be that what we have now would not hold, would you let me go? You have shown signs of that numerous times, we have had a misunderstanding and we gave up too quickly, I thought it was your fault, you assume too much, you don't have that aggressiveness to hold, am I loving a shadow? Would you dissappear at any push? Would you not fight for our love? Why make it always my fault but say it is your fault? All these are my worries, I did cast those concerns to God, because I don't even know how we arrived here, I never planned it neither did I forsee it, He is the only one that directs a man's path, may He direct ours to continuous happiness. 
Abena, is that even your real name‽ are you even from Ghana‽ I'm not sure but what I'm sure is that you're real and not a figment of my imagination, you're one of those things that keeps me going. I usually don't do love piece, let's call this an expression of my thoughts, I would love to say more but this is where I draw a curtain on it, I'm a lazy writer ✍ afterall and as you know, this is not even my best piece.

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